I got an email from a friend last night. And even though it was written in... I dunno... some sort of "code"... I got the gist of it. And the gist of it was that I was a social reject and a horrible friend. And it's true. I go through these weird cycles where I'm nice and normal for a while but then... and I'm not sure how... but I forget or in an attempt to avoid the obvious I visit, and then get lost in, my happy apathy place. It's one of life's mysteries... and it leaves those around me to yell, "Man! You were NORMAL yesterday!" And I just have to laugh because... I wasn't normal yesterday. I was just pretending. Man... you fell for that???? Fools!